death is imminent and we all know it is
nothing about it should be looked forward to
yet preparation before the inevitable made it impossible to believe otherwise

what is beyond eyelid darkness is beyond consciousness
what is left to ponder about after effects is heavily interpreted upon
yet no amount of guesses will ever be accurate
faith is a coping mechanism that we, including i, practice
distraction of what's to come as if we are not already being watched,
by a being that has many names on physical earth

and there is proof, we belong on this physical earth
neurons replicating the tree, dendrite a picture perfect replica
axon roots dig into the skin of our mother for her final judgement
life is not a mistake, but an idea theorized by the intellectuals of our past
a theory in itself; a deliberate and necessary mistake
but never truly a dictionary mistake

life is the idea that connects carbon bond by bond, organic forming a meaning of its own
though not particularly unmodified, is still labeled a gift of life
modification under normalcy and untouched under abnormal, a rarity
curiosity grows as the dendrites and axons prosper, sticking out her skin

time told her that we dont appreciate her surveillance
what was a farm of overstimulating acres,
transformed into numbness by the ones who walk on her
lifespan short compared to her yet we dont thank her for her housing, instead we abuse
her tears pour often as she experiences exponential pain and dread
the shell fractures and leads to the extreme

the blame is on everyone but themself
quarrels, chaos, disorder, violence, anarchy,
inevitable.

death, war, conflict, protest, suppression,
inevitable.
as modification is questioned once more, normalcy wavers
the graph skews both ways, creating a bimodal structure
truth is modified lies are untouched.
modified under normalcy, and lies,

inevitable